METH, MADNESS, AND MIRACLES / 333 FEARS
Thank you, Bryan. I wanted to stick to the subject in my reply so I'll say it now, I don't know what Jeremiah is talking about. The one thing I can say is I don't use. I'd love to say I could just up and leave, but i have nowhere to go, not to mention I just lost my job, and $60 of our last paycheck, went towards her habit. I lost my 100K a year career. Then, when I was walking by Mission Police Department at that time, years ago now, what appeared to be a high level law enforcement officer, of the same age, build, and general appearance of this person, stepping out the back door of the police station to make a bobble neck gesture in mockery. Now, I always feel like I wouldn't want to be "stuck" on an island. Do you want to have no fear of authority? I used the word fear many times in this post, and I try not to think about those things and have so much fear and anxiety but at this point it’s almost as if I have begun to prepare myself for these things to happen so that I am not blind sighted. If he gets pulled over again I fear he will be put in jail for a long time. Wow the libertards will do anything to squash the truth. Thanks for your comment Sanxuary,,well this world is such a place where rich are respected and poors are insulted.Yet there is still humanity alive and truth is better than anything. I had no friends, no loved ones who knew the real me, and school was a difficult place. And Consensual goes without saying - no matter how Safe it is, no matter how Sane it is, real honest-to-god unfaked rape, for example, is definitely Not Okay. So stop acting like you're speaking for the entire population of your own gender! You don’t have to sit and wait until the entire flv file is downloaded before you can rename or move it, you can do all these operations on this file as it downloads. Nevertheless, I think for those who are gradally looking to move into wearing pantyhose out openly all the time and really want to experience and enhance the pantyhose lifestyle, spray on stockings can be helpful. Our oldest, who is a teenager, has told me with tears in his eyes that he wants more time with his dad. My most fascinating cases are those of mother and adolescent son, most of which seem to go on for many years in complete secrecy, well into the sons adult life, primarily because men are more seldom viewed as victims when it involves a relationship with a woman; his mother for example. My wife and the mother of my 3 children has been drunk for roughly 3 years now (This includes the whole of the pregnancy with our youngest daughter, not born with FAS,. I have been clean 4 years. Then he told me he was out so much because he was paying back debt that he owes people for helping him/us out when we didn’t have enough money to pay our bills. Well, that afternoon an addict "friend" ( I use that term loosely) told me that sniffing a powder would be better then any pill and cheaper. From that point it became oxycontin, various opiate based pain medicine and then ..heroin. My opiate receptors were dry one rainy afternoon, and that day I made the worst decision of my life. This is the case in my life and a lot of other addicts and a major contributing factor to relapse. Addicts are usually friends only with other addicts. He comes up with the most outrageous scenerios that he swears are happening, and they moslty revolve around me doing something imoral or lying. I believe that my sins are forgiven. I love the fun thing you like to do with pantyhose, If you go to google and type mens pantyhose it come a company called liebermen and son and they have PJ that are made of nylon just like pantyhose and it is see through and it is so comfy,I wear it to bed all the time.also i always have a bath wearing pantyhose too. The disturbing thing about being an addict is they simply don't care. I'm so tired of having to make excuses for her, so tired of being limited b/c of her habit. I find nothing wrong with having a few drinks, but he just can't have a few, he is an alcoholic so he drinks until he passes out. I have begged, pleaded, threatened, sobbed, EVERYTHING. He's already had 3 DWI's which have cost us dearly. The one girlfriend I did have while here was on drugs. Furthermore, in such homes, men were the dominant ones while women were the more passive individuals. So babe if are on the internet and you come across this response yes you are right your not hallucinationing it is your lady that sometimes gets a little moody about the hose but trust me they sure as hell feel amazing while you wear them on your volumptuless rock hard throbbing meat that stands at attention in between your legs as you just barely take a glance at me. Second, I've read articles in magazines and the internet suggesting that in 1 or 2 decades, gender roles will be reversed, rather than blurred. All you will do is drag yourself and the children down with them in FLAMES if you continue waiting for something to change.
